Alone but Strong

Single mother of two beautiful girls trying to rebuild my life. One day at a time.

Monthly Archives: March, 2013

The Insanity Continues

I’m picking up where the post Delusional left off. So I sent a calm email wondering how he would like it if the situations were the opposite, he would have them only during the week and every fourth weekend. I should have known that he’d jump at the chance to get primary custody… So he …

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Delusional

My ex is really delusional! He is so self-centered that it is hard to comprehend sometimes how he justifies things. Background: During our divorce he wanted 50-50 custody, he wanted us to put them in day care so that I could go out and get “a real job” instead of being a stay-at-home mother. They …

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A Discussion I Would Have Liked To Have Saved For When They Were Older…

So this morning at breakfast we were talking about that my ex has added his new girlfriend E to their contact list on their iPads so they Facetime and send her messages. Mind you, he has not added my contact so they can’t send me messages… Then my oldest, she’s six, said: “We sent a …

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Meditation

A little over a year ago I turned to meditation to try to quiet my mind. I was at the end of divorce proceedings, I wasn’t sleeping, I wasn’t eating, my mind would give me no rest. It kept re-hashing every single detail and it was driving me crazy. So I sat down and tried …

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My Insecurities Are Back In Full Force

I don’t know why but I’m feeling very blue today. I feel un-lovable and lonely. I understand why my ex desperately jumps from relationship to relationship and can’t wait to introduce the girls to the new woman so that he doesn’t have to be alone. Me and the girls had a rough weekend, my oldest …

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